Cruisin’ on a Sunday afternoon
Nah man, that’s my ride. Grand Theft Auto Mid-century Style
Let’s Get Out of Here
That man wants back in my car? Who else can we pile in here?
Hail
Speakeasy Photos
Featuring Meloday Payne, Justin Alonzo, Danee Badeaux
Wardrobe styled from my personal collection of authentic 1950s dresses, hats and gloves
MUAH: Self
Where is your sexy? Dance workshops by Justin Riley are centered around such a question: what makes a dance more sexy? Or so I hear, as I have not taken such a workshop myself, but a common consensus in these classes is to exude confidence. Some say everything is about sex, except sex. Sex is about power. Confidence exudes an heir of power, yes? I think this is entirely relevant food for thought, but sexy is more than confidence. That heir of confidence will soon deflate if you have no genuine self-worth to back it up. Sexy is also more than the go-to body image of muscles for men and curves for women, or abs on both. Dress that form, sure: tighter or well-fitting garments, taller heels, shorter hemlines. There is an art to dressing which makes a form more appealing, I will not deny this nor the psychology behind wearing clothes that make you feel powerful or otherwise awesome. I had a friend in college who changed his entire world by wearing business suits instead of jeans and T-shirts. He slipped into otherwise closed events, commanded the respect of people twice his age, and ladies adored.
We cannot discuss sexiness without including ethereal youth, vastly escaping us all. Makeup and hair dye or more extreme cosmetic surgeries boast entire industries playing up the ideal of youth. Let me tell you, my ninety-two year old grandmother was still going on blind dates months before she died. I want to be that wholly alive senior. I will not deny that in her 60s she had some work done. At the age of 92, there are no disillusions of youth. For heaven’s sake if sexiness depended solely upon youth, we could all consider our lives over by a certain age. Which one? You pick. Have you considered your younger self’s approach to sexy compared to your now more mature approach? Ha! Assuming you have matured. Curiosity defined my younger days, and while I am yet curious, also am I wiser to my body and to others’ integrity. I want more out of my sexuality now than I ever could even begin to understand in my younger days. I know myself, and what I want is much more complex and requires deep knowing for myself and another to fully enjoy.
So where is your sexy? Did it make an exit along with the youthful body image now evading an older self, or post-baby body? One baby and my body was generally intact save a misshapen belly button. Baby number two? I have stretch marks, extra stretched out belly skin, deflated boobs and as flat a chest as early puberty. The chest thing is a recent development nearing an end to five years of nonstop pregnancy and breastfeeding. There for a while, that post-baby body gave me some curves to boast for this very blog. Change is inevitable and I am working to embrace each one as it flies at me. My sexiness cannot rely upon my body, though I can take my bodily experiences and turn them into something sexy. We do live in our bodies and need to find comfort within them. Housing and nourishing two children may not sound “sexy” but I assure you biologically or evolutionarily speaking, ain’t nothing sexier than creating and growing life. So I could choose to focus on a more constant to my appearance: I like my legs, I’ve always had my smile. Let’s quit physicality for a moment. I know it’s important. I’ve had a broken knee. I’ve lost half of my blood volume on another occasion, and consider myself familiar with physical limitations and how they impact the psyche. Let’s go back to the aged and a desire to drink life and sexuality down to the dregs through-out our time on this earth. What is sexy? Sex or gender is a primary way we relate to and identify with the world. I venture to say it’s in your head, the mind as the most powerful sex organ in the body. How do you carry yourself? Consider your mental and feelings state, and that may vary moment to moment. How in touch are you with your desires and emotions, and how does all that play together with your interactions in the world? Yes, dress to feel and appear as you desire to present. Yes, by all means take care of your body as this vessel is the only one you get in this life, until science advances otherwise: exercise, eat foods that feel right, look at the stars now and again to consider your place in all the space. Sexy is who you are, and you must know yourself to find your sexy.
A popular photographer and blogger recently published a beautiful four minute read on the notion that she cannot make her clients beautiful; beauty is who they are, joyfully interacting with the world, or who they aren’t denying the world in the name of propriety. I say the same for sexy. Sexy is not your clothes nor is it removing them; sexy is not some seductive look, in fact that look may have the opposite effect if you’ve got nothing inside you to back it up. Sexy is knowing your self and your worth. Sexy is the stuff that makes confidence real and from the core. Build relationships with those who honor and respect you, participate in activities that cause you come alive, and you will discover your self-worth. Relationships are the sharpeners to the blades of life. Mindful of who is touching that blade and in what ways. Your self-worth may depend upon those relationships and the ways you allow others to interact with you. Get outdoors, find activities that remind you of your place in this world. Is it the wooing of the ocean’s waves, the giant Redwood stretching the skies, or star-gazing, or pushing your body up a mountain or on the dance floor to sound of emotions. Art forms are glorious pools of exploration: music, paintings, photographs, fashion, sculpting, cooking…. Know and own who you are, and in that space sexy is a wonderful byproduct.
The Mid-century fashion event of the year is one week away! Time to begin packing, at least three outfits per day! We will not be sailing to Las Vegas by water, but by sky and I plan to make much of it! Easter weekend keep your eyes open for some serious candy as we experience the Rockabilly event of the year! Treasures await among the desert sand.
Speakeasy Photos
MUAH: Self
Swimwear from Unique Vintage, the Sacramento Antique Faire delivered the hat, thrift shop find on the red heels
Spring is in the air! Scored each of these swimsuits from Unique Vintage, season changes mean sales! Picnics, baseball, water sports, and allergies all invite you to the season in Northern California. Stay shiny.
Speakeasy Photos
MUAH: Self
Strutl Together
Stroll With Us?
Drum roll please…our gracious photographer
Oh Behave!
Our on-scene assistant for the day, Justin Alonzo
Frolic and play
Make a wish at the end of a long day
Models: Danee Badeaux, Melody Payne, Mary Hodges featuring Shane Meyers and Justin Alonzo
MUAH: All Self
Wardrobe: hats, gloves, and dresses authentic 1950s vintage from my personal collection
Location: Sacramento neighborhoods
I heard a rumor about a daughter week. Either way, got me thinking about my daughter. The experience of roaring as a lion to bring her forth to this world after thirty-five hours of labor is the most empowering moment of my adult life. At the right moment when I tell the story, some say I am aglow. Since that day my strength grows as I discover anew within myself great capacity amidst seen and unseen elements.
Speakeasy Photos
MUAH: Self
Highly recommended reading for expectant parents: Ina May’s Guide to Childbirth
I am leaving to find my perfect somewhere over the rainbow.
Dammit, I’ve lost my case.
Sometimes, the pot at the end of the rainbow is empty.
Thankfully this time, the mason jar full of homemade apple wine gearing up for our Speakeasy party May 9, is not empty. Yet.
Our rainbow of color with artist Michael Vee and the lovely Danee Badeaux.
Speakeasy Photos
MUAH: Self
Shoes by Bordello, jumpsuit off the rack ten years ago, top acquired from clothing swap, scarf authentic 1950s vintage from OLL Vintage Swap and Sell
Indulge and take care in wardrobe purchases and what message you’re feeling as well as sending to your world. Embrace your style. I found this authentic (guessing) 1960s jacket, homemade, at my local favorite thrift shop, Savers, for $3!!! The belt and a button are missing, but I am working on that. Lovely vintage Old world feel with this authentic 1940s hat found at the Sacramento Antique Faire last year. My lace dress is a reproduction scored on sale at Unique Vintage. Oh and the shoes, authentic 1940s peeptoes from Racks Boutique in Midtown Sacramento. I cannot believe the beautifully broken-in fit! Hand fan is Amazon fodder to keep a Pinup cool on a hot day. May all your wardrobe hunting be fruitful and filling. Own your message.
Speakeasy Photos
MUAH: Self
Savers
Racks Boutique
Sacramento Antique Faire
We met Danee Blues Fusion dancing, and continue to enjoy the dance and art culture of Sacramento on a weekly basis. She has been modeling for many years and is loaded full of amazing ideas for shoots. This our first collaboration under her charge, most certainly not the last. We introduce to you artist Michael Vee. First time creating art on full human flesh canvas, and we all agree we want more! What a riot, yet centered day shooting near the Sacramento River and Old Town.
The sun set on Sacramento just as we were warming up. More is coming your way, next time with edits and enhancements to images by Michael himself.
Artist Michael Vee and his art, centered and present.
The illustrious, creative Danee Badeaux
Speakeasy Photos
Artist and body painter: Michael Vee
Model and Producer: Danee Badeaux
Relaxin’ All Cool
It’s Called a Personality
Back Door Steps
Pouting
Beauty Stack: What’s Beyond the Gate?
